When I was 10 years old, I started
knowing what people were going to say; not everything, but bits and
pieces. It became a game I played with myself to see if I could
hear those bits and pieces just by thinking about them. As I got
older, the game changed, and I began to access complete blocks of
clear information.
The next major thing that happened when I was 15 was my the death of
my paternal grandmother. She came to me in a dream, and she was
saying goodbye. I answered her in the dream and told her goodbye.
When I awoke, I felt very strange, and I just wanted to be alone.
The next day, my dad called to tell my mother that his mother had
passed away. She died in my dad's arms.
A year later I had the same dream
again, but this time it involved my maternal grandmother. She, too,
came to say goodbye. I said goodbye to her as well. When I awoke
from this dream, I did not feel as strange as before. I was all
right with her leaving, and I felt that I understood more.
This time though, when the next day arrived, Grandma was fine.
Later that same afternoon, she called me upstairs. She said that
she needed to talk to me. She told me to have a good life, finish
school, have lots of kids and be happy. I just looked at her and
told her I would. I kissed her goodbye and left the house.
I came back home about 30 minutes later and she had died in my
mother's arms. After that, I was a little freaked out. My psychic
abilities were really beginning to open up. I was receiving
accurate information daily and often hourly about events in my life.
I could tell what was going to happen with school and work. I had
dreams that would come true. I did not think much of it; I just
accepted it. About a year later, I received my first psychic
reading. The mother of a friend of mine gave me a reading with tea
leaves. I was just fascinated by it. Nothing else like that
reading would happen to me for another five years.
I was working as an actor. After a show one night, one of the
people was doing tarot readings, and I felt that I just had to have
a reading. After that, I had to have one after almost every show.
This experience prompted me to purchase tapes on meditation,
crystals, astrology and numerology. I also began to look to myself
for answers that I was searching for through the tarot readings.
Talk about opening Pandora's box! I was amazed at the information
that was coming to me. It was effortless!
This was when I purchased my own
tarot cards and began doing readings for myself every day both with
and without cards. I started listening to Deepak Chopra, John
Bradshaw, Maryann Williamson, Louise Hay among others, and I began
going within to see what was there. I started going to New Age book
stores and psychic fairs, doing readings and having them done for me
weekly. My dreams grew more vivid. I started channeling and doing
mediumship and remote viewing.
In the mid-1990s, I moved to
Nashville. That's when I started doing readings for people other
than friends and family. I was building a client base! I do
readings because I love it. I found myself saying at first, "How
did I know that?" After reading cards for people and having dreams
that came true, I learned to just let the information and my psychic
abilities flow. What I mean by this is that I would be 'seeing'
information when I was with a client and would just tell them what I
was seeing, trusting that what I was saying would come true.
Other things that I have learned is to be aware of the words that I
speak. After moving to Nashville, I had a roommate. I came home
one day and everything, TV, stereo, VCR, everything was gone! My
house had been ransacked. I called the police and filed a report.
The officer told me that there was no forced entry into my home and
that I knew whoever did it. I remember saying that I hoped whoever
did this died. I felt that my former roommate was the one who had
robbed me. One year later my former roommate died from lung
cancer. That freaked me out.
Several years later, I was watching
TV, and they were talking about princess Diana. Once again I opened
my mouth and said "They are going to kill her." One week later she
died in a car accident. I stopped saying much about future events
after that, except in readings. I just did not want to speak and
then watch bad things happen.
By this time, I had been doing
readings for clients for awhile and was being paid for my services.
I periodically change my reading style and with every change that I
make, my readings get more and more intense and more and more
accurate.
So, that's a little about me and how I came to do what I love to do.
Are you beginning to develop your own psychic abilities? If so, you
are beginning a walk that definitely has a rite of passage. It is
not going to be in the books that you have read. It will be YOU
allowing the universe to show YOU things and to keep showing you
things until you find your own way and your own particular style.
This is one of the hardest things that you will do, but it will be
the one of the most rewarding at the same time.
