I was like most children. I had an imaginary friend and would sit
and play with him. The funny thing is - he never left. When I was about six years old, I remember being very scared
of the dark. When the light went off, I could see things in the darkness. I would run to turn on the lights but
there would be nothing there! I just could not understand why no one else could see the things I did. Like
most children, I would use my blanket as a shield to cover myself, leaving just enough open space to breath and see.
When I was 10 years old, I started knowing what people were going to say;
not everything, but bits and pieces. It became a game I played with myself to see if I could hear those bits and pieces
just by thinking about them. As I got older, the game changed, and I began to access complete blocks of clear information.
The next major thing that happened when I was 15 was my the death of my paternal grandmother. She came to me
in a dream, and she was saying goodbye. I answered her in the dream and told her goodbye. When I awoke, I felt
very strange, and I just wanted to be alone. The next day, my dad called to tell my mother that his mother had passed
away. She died in my dad's arms.
A
year later I had the same dream again, but this time it involved my maternal grandmother. She, too, came to say goodbye.
I said goodbye to her as well. When I awoke from this dream, I did not feel as strange as before. I was all
right with her leaving, and I felt that I understood more.
This time though, when the next day arrived, Grandma
was fine. Later that same afternoon, she called me upstairs. She said that she needed to talk to me. She
told me to have a good life, finish school, have lots of kids and be happy. I just looked at her and told her I would.
I kissed her goodbye and left the house.
I came back home about 30 minutes later and she had died in my mother's
arms. After that, I was a little freaked out. My psychic abilities were really beginning to open up. I was receiving
accurate information daily and often hourly about events in my life.
I could tell what was going to happen with
school and work. I had dreams that would come true. I did not think much of it; I just accepted it. About
a year later, I received my first psychic reading. The mother of a friend of mine gave me a reading with tea leaves.
I was just fascinated by it. Nothing else like that reading would happen to me for another five years.
I
was working as an actor. After a show one night, one of the people was doing tarot readings, and I felt that I just
had to have a reading. After that, I had to have one after almost every show.
This experience prompted me
to purchase tapes on meditation, crystals, astrology and numerology. I also began to look to myself for answers that
I was searching for through the tarot readings. Talk about opening Pandora's box! I was amazed at the information
that was coming to me. It was effortless!
This
was when I purchased my own tarot cards and began doing readings for myself every day both with and without cards. I
started listening to Deepak Chopra, John Bradshaw, Maryann Williamson, Louise Hay among others, and I began going within to
see what was there. I started going to New Age book stores and psychic fairs, doing readings and having them done for
me weekly. My dreams grew more vivid. I started channeling and doing mediumship and remote viewing.
In the mid-1990s, I moved to Nashville. That's when I started doing
readings for people other than friends and family. I was building a client base! I do readings because I love it.
I found myself saying at first, "How did I know that?" After reading cards for people and having dreams that
came true, I learned to just let the information and my psychic abilities flow. What I mean by this is that I would
be 'seeing' information when I was with a client and would just tell them what I was seeing, trusting that what I was saying
would come true.
Other things that I have learned is to be aware of the words that I speak. After moving
to Nashville, I had a roommate. I came home one day and everything, TV, stereo, VCR, everything was gone! My house
had been ransacked. I called the police and filed a report. The officer told me that there was no forced entry
into my home and that I knew whoever did it. I remember saying that I hoped whoever did this died. I felt that
my former roomate was the one who had robbed me. One
year later my former roommate died from lung cancer. That freaked me out.
Several years later, I was watching TV, and they were talking about princess Diana.
Once again I opened my mouth and said "They are going to kill her." One week later she died in a car accident.
I stopped saying much about future events after that, except in readings. I just did not want to speak and then
watch bad things happen.
By this time,
I had been doing readings for clients for awhile and was being paid for my services. I periodically change my reading
style and with every change that I make, my readings get more and more intense and more and more accurate.
So,
that's a little about me and how I came to do what I love to do.
Are you beginning to develop your own psychic
abilities? If so, you are beginning a walk that definitely has a rite of passage. It is not going to be in the
books that you have read. It will be YOU allowing the universe to show YOU things and to keep showing you things until
you find your own way and your own particular style. This is one of the hardest things that you will do, but it will
be the one of the most rewarding at the same time.
